Last day of high school,

Summer 2011. This morning I was brushing my teeth and reflecting on where I was this time last year. I was eagerly awaiting camp, and doing everything I could to prepare. And this year I am so exhausted. I'm spritiually, emotionally, and mentally drained. Jeff gave the last talk at 2701, and it reminded me to make the most out of everything, look forward and be dauntless. I've recently discovered that I need to really overcome myself. I keep myself from things that I want because I feel unworthy, and therefore suppress the desire at all. I'm done with being scared of opinions. This summer I want to "seek first the kingdom of God". I want to spend my summer out of comfort, with people who aren't my best friends. I want to not gravitate towards those that I know, but those that Jesus wants me to be with. Seek first the kingdom of God. I want to live this summer, and fall semester to the full. I want to serve, I want to live. "Awake o sleeper arise from the dead".