Two very unconnected thoughts

The Lord teaches you the same things over and over again.
I'm relearning to be real in my emotions.
If I'm dissappointed- then I'll be dissappointed.
Remember to allow yourself to feel.
If you face the good and bad realities with in yourself- and love. You'll be able to face it in others- and love.

Summer is coming. High school is ending.
There's a anxiousness in me of a new bride that has been taken out by her husband, but blind folded. She's eager to see where they are going, she trusts him, but she wants to see.
I'm excited. Where am I going? What will I be doing? Who will I meet?
I'm meeting freedom for a few months, no school for a entire semester. I'll ask to be full time on work. But I intend to: road trip, bike, walk on beaches, enjoy warm nights outside, devote myself to the high school group as a leader, be with people, spend a lot of time with God, be outside, learn, play, be brave, worship, cook, feed the homeless, listen, and do all those things that make life full. I hope you'll join me.