It's on my heart

It is so much easier to give up my life for Christ then to give up my friends life for Christ, and thats stupid. Having faith doesn't just mean faith in your relationship with Christ, because he isn't just your God, he take care of others too. So have faith in that. As the Bible tells you not to worry about yourself because everything has a purpose and god will provide, don't worry about your fiends lives either! You trust God with your life, so you must trust him with others, he knows what he's doing. We shouldn't have to worry about anything, such freedom Christ gives us, so simple. Trust God in everyone's life. I care and love for my friends (of course!), but I need to let them rely on God, not on me, not on their families. It's almost like I am a helper to them to rely on the world for comfort, which is so wrong. Everyone needs to learn to be filled and reliant on God, and only by God. So many distractions go? And uh, why is my first thought "thats impossible".